2017 Life Update

 

Hey guys, it’s me, obviously.

My last update was really fucking lame and undeservedly egotistical. Seriously, I’ve been holding off on any updates because just looking back on my last post makes me cringe too badly. You can probably tell I was big-headed and whatnot, but luckily, I’ve matured quite a bit since then — or at least I’d like to think I have — and I don’t say such stupid shit anymore, so just try to ignore that last post of mine before we go any further into this. Thanks lol.

Anyway, I’ll just go ahead and dive right into this: Club Penguin is shutting down, and I really don’t know whether to mourn it, be apathetic about it, or just go on a few times before it closes for old times sake and celebrate the fun and excitement it gave me when I was little. Probably the last one, but I am still simultaneously sad yet completely unbothered…if that makes any sense haha.

Oh yeah, and apparently the iceberg tips now. I thought that was a rather touching farewell addition. I to experience that before it’s gone for good.

On to my own life, I just turned 19 last week, and I’ve been attending a community college near my house for the past two semesters. I’m a film major, and I hope to transfer to a college with a good film department so I can get a degree in film production and ultimately become a film director and screenwriter. That’s probably the most notable change in my life: I’ve gained a massive love and passion for cinema, and it’s my primary focus that’s constantly on my mind. I’ve been to the theater 25 times in the past year, I’ve already watched 22 movies this year, I’m taking 4 cinema classes, etc. I just fucking love movies.

On a rather depressing note that I just wanna establish quickly for the sake of respect and love, I’d like to mention that my only dog of 12 years, who I’ve had since I was six and she was three months old, died last July. Although she was old, her death came out of nowhere; she died of old age over the course of a day that simply began with her refusing to eat. The next morning, my dad and I buried her on this property we have up in the mountains near here, and despite initially being against personally burying her, I was immediately glad I got to do so, as it felt like a much more personal goodbye. Her name was Mocha. I know this whole paragraph was random and didn’t serve much of a purpose, but I just feel like I owe it to her to keep her remembered, and having this written down and published somewhere makes me feel a little better about her being gone.

That’s enough about that, though. I don’t expect more than three people to ever read this, so I don’t see much of a point in rattling on about myself much more. Basically, I just wanted to acknowledge that Club Penguin was closing and give it a formal farewell, as well as just give a brief overview of my life currently. Goodbye, Club Penguin. Thanks for the memories.

Oh, by the way, Yellow Crown, I saw your email or GooglePlus message thing, whatever it was. I am so sorry I never got back to you. I was thinking about how to respond for about a week after I got it, and eventually, I just forgot about it. I just now remembered it when I heard of Club Penguin’s closing. I don’t know if you’ll read this, but if you do, just know that I really do plan on getting back to you very soon.

Anyway, thanks for reading. That’s all for now.

Later,
Alex

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Life Updates

Hey guys,

It’s been a long time, obviously. I’d be surprised if anybody ever reads this, but on the slight chance that some of my old Club Penguin friends check this out, I thought it would be nice to give some updates on how things have been going since my resignation.

It’s honestly pretty funny looking back on my mentality when I started this blog. Club Penguin seemed like a timeless fad that I would never grow out of. It was not only a way to have fun, but just an easy time-killer when I was bored. I had originally thought I would have limitless potential for posting. I thought I’d never run out of things to say or things to write. I always wondered why people would resign from their CP Blogs considering this seemingly endless amount of activity that you could constantly report on. Because of this, I promised myself I wouldn’t resign; it just didn’t make any sense to me.

I lied to myself, and I’m glad I did.

I eventually just got so stressed out from not posting that I felt like I was letting everyone down who read this blog. But this blog died along with the banning of my first penguin, PerPear. For those who don’t know, I was a dumb, stupid kid who thought it would be funny to find ways around cussing in-game, and so I would put stuff like “F U C K,” which it wouldn’t detect because of the spaces. I don’t know if that still works, but evidently an actual mod caught me because I was banned for 72 hours for that. Then permanently banned for advertising this blog sometime later.

I had very few readers after that, as I had slowly decreased in my amount of posts. I was, as I said, stressed out because I didn’t want to let anyone down. Resigning relieved me of the stress because nobody had anything to expect of me.

Now, here I am, more than 2 years later, telling my story. I miss my friends. I miss the game. But it’ll never be the same again considering the huge age gap that’s happened. I wanna talk to my friend’s again, but it’s at least 3 years since I had a real conversation with them, namely Fosters1537 and YellowCrown. But I guess I deserve it. It’s my own fault.

And now, the way my life has turned is also very much my own fault.

I used to be, basically, a child prodigy. I don’t mean to be cocky, I’m just being honest in the same way that I’m being honest that I am no longer anything special. Ever since last year, my studies have decreased. It wasn’t too bad last year, but it was beginning. Everything has gotten worse this year though. Luckily, I managed to pass all of my classes for the first semester (I’ve never failed a class before), but I got the first D I’ve ever gotten in any class. And I’m disgusted with myself. I don’t know if I’m being overly dramatic about it because I’ve always had high expectations for myself or if I really do need help. But I’m hoping that next semester, which begins in a little over a week, will go much better.

My life is pretty boring, honestly. I browse reddit most of the day, sometimes 4chan, and play some video games, but that’s about it.

And somehow I expect to go to college and major in film to write screenplays and direct movies, which is something I have no experience with at all and am not making any effort to experience myself in. But at least I can admit that it’s my own fault.

I’ve still got my whole life ahead of me. I know I may look back on this and laugh at how stressed I was over nothing, but I may also regret not trying harder earlier. It could make a huge difference, and I’m not doing anything to prepare myself.

Well, that’s my story. Things really aren’t terrible, but they could be better, and I could feel much better.

I guess what I’m saying is that I miss the carefree days of hanging out with my friends on Club Penguin. I miss the days when I didn’t have anything to worry about it. This game meant so much to me, and now it can’t do a thing to me anymore.

I guess it’s time to go now. Thanks for reading. If any of my old friends are reading this, please comment, tell me how you’re doing. I’d love to at least catch up, but I feel too bad to contact you guys on my own because of my immense absence. But hopefully you’ll be understanding about it. I miss those days back then.

And I hope you do too,

-Alex/PerPear

PS: I’m not gonna proofread this, so if I said some things really stupid-sounding or whatever, then oh well, haha.

EDIT: I just played on CP for the first time in ages, and it nearly brought tears to my eyes seeing this:

holy fuck, people still trying to tip the iceberg

I know only a few people are doing it, but I’m proud and amazed that there are still people trying to tip the iceberg. After all these years that the tradition started it’s STILL around. That’s incredible. I played this game for the first time seven years ago, and I always remember there being iceberg-tipping parties, but never did I think it would pass on to basically what is the next generation of players. Just absolutely incredible in my mind.

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Official Resignation

Today, my penguin turns 1645 days old. That’s 4 and a half years old. What’s more amazing is that penguin was made after my penguin of a year got banned forever. 5 and a half years. It’s my time to go. It has been for a while. Club Penguin will forever be a part of me, and honestly I feel as if I’m murdering a part of my childhood right now by doing this. I haven’t met a new blogging friend in a while, I haven’t posted in forever, views have slowed IMMENSLY (obviously because I never post), and a part of me needs to move on. I promised myself I wouldn’t come to this until I had a legitimate reason other than I haven’t posted in a while, like getting a job. Sadly, I’ve never been able to stick to my word, nothing ever goes to plan with me, and the things that I always get away with never matter for my future. I’m sorry to the friends that I do have that I’m letting down (if I am), I’m sorry to my fans that I let down years ago, and I’m sorry to Club Penguin for not respecting them enough to keep this continuing. For years, I wanted to believe that this was just a phase and I simply had a lot on my mind, but it’s pretty clear to see that I just won’t get back to this, regardless of my “promises.” Since I can no longer help anyone on Club Penguin, there’s only one thing that will make me continue blogging on Club Penguin, and that’s starting an organization that “kills” penguins online. I want to start a scam that I will earn people 10,000 coins. All they have to do is give me there username and password and it’ll be there in a week. In reality, I’m just going to continously ban them untiil they’re banned forever. Don’t look at this action as evil, or unjust, look at it as an eye-opener for all the uneducated who will trust anyone simply because they’re told they can. If I find it fun, and know I can do it easily, then I will. I am asking for 9 other people who will help me in this organization that I will name later. We will start another blog that we are all admins of. Everytime we ban a penguin, we will count it as a “hit” and keep track of how many hits we’ve made. Everytime we permanently ban a penguin, we will count it as a casuality (death) and keep track of how many penguins we’ve “killed.” I’m not a bad person. I’m not a person without morals or a conscience. I’m just somebody who’s tired of being pushed around and I want to show other people what they need to protect about themselves. If you want to help me, leave a comment. We’ll finish off the gullibles. Besides, it’s just an online penguin. Nothing important. I officially resign www.perpear.wordpress.com. It was a trip, but this car’s finally outta gas.

God Bless,

Alex

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I’m back

I am back once again. And this time I 100% absolutely promise I will stick to blogging until I officially sign off. I don’t have any pictures for it, but there are insane updates at HQ because of what Herbert did and its just crazy. Also, Lost is over and the finale was awesome. What happens is that evil Locke planned to destroy the island by turning off the magic. Jack is the new Jacob, which means hes supposed to protect the magic, but instead he helps to turn it off. They turn off the magic and the island starts to shake, but because the magic is off, Evil Locke can now be killed, so Jack kills him, and then makes Hurley the new Jacob and says he will only keep the job for a few minutes while he goes and turns the magic back on. Jack turns the magic back on, but injures himself greatly in the process, and also Evil Locke stabbed him while they were fighting eachother. Lupitas, Miles, Kate, Claire, Sawyer, and I think someone else, but I can’t remember, start up the plane and fly away. Then, Hurley, Ben and Desmond stay behind on the island. Jack emerges from the magic pit, and walks away. He is bleeding excessivly and can hardly see. Meanwhile, in the alternate universe, Jack is preparing for his fathers funeral. He opens the coffin and nothings there. Jack turns around and sees his dad standing there. He asks his dad how hes alive, and Jack’s dad asks Jack how he is alive. Jack answers, “Because I died too,” and starts crying. Then Jacks dad reveals that the reason why everyone else is there is because there is no time when you die, and everybody dies sometime, so what it means is that You are already in heaven before you die because you will be in heaven eventually and you wont be in heaven at a certain time because there is no time in heaven.Then, in the real world at the island, Jack falls to the ground, and is comforted by Bernard’s dog, in his final seconds. The series ends with a close up on Jack’s eye, and it closing. In the end, Jack dies saving everybody else. I am back to post for Club Penguin and maybe to post some past Lost stuff. See ya.

Peace,

perpear

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Game I Made!

Hey everyone. This is perpear. Back in fourth grade (im now in sixth grade) I started writing comics. They were all about this guy named Mr. Hower and his best friend, his shower. His shower’s name was Shower. I recentley created a game just with Mr. Hower. The game takes place on Earth, but Mud Men have taken over. Mud Men look very similair to goombas from Mario, but they’re slightly different. Basically, Mud Men are hidden under mud and when they pop up you have to shoot them. To shoot, you press the space bar and click. Its a very simple game that is 100% impossible to lose. Even if you dont shoot, the game still thinks you won! Anyway, here’s the link to the game: http://scratch.mit.edu/projects/PerPear83/785595. I hope to someday make a game about Mr. Hower’s real life and to include Shower. This was just a way to finally put Mr. Hower into something important. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy playing!

Peace,

perpear

PS: This game is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Non-commercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 Unported License.

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Whats up

Many of you have probably noticed, but I haven’t been posting lately. I will once again start posting this will once again be the awesome Club Penguin blog.

Peace,

perpear

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Party Update (again)

Sorry, I totally forgot about the party this morning because:

1. All I could think about was that I had to stay home because: (check http://fosters1537.wordpress.com post name: awesome, but makes me worry…)

2. I woke up too late.

Yah, so once again I’m sorry I forgot about this party and it will be rescheduled to Wednesday, May 6, 2009 from 7:00 am-7:30 am PST. All of the other information is the same. Once again I am sorry I forgot about the party. I hope to see you on Wednesday! See ya later!

peace,

perpear

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